February 20th, 2006


He's heading at the end

Cris' dad got worst all of a sudden.
I didnt see him, but the few things Cris told me are enough to make me pray his suffering will end soon.
Morphine isn't working anymore, I'll spare you the other details.
I don't know what to do with myself.
She doesnt want help, and I feel like I'm in a limbo, waiting.
I even feel guilty doing what I normally do, even trying to read something distracting makes me feel like I'm being unfair toward them.

Why they can find cures for everything BUT this? Why can't they find a way to not make suffer people so much from it? Are they even looking?!?
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