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Stefy ~ ステフィ
06 November 2012 @ 05:05 pm
... I don't know if it's worth it anymore...!!
I had "Starlight" by Muse stuck in my head for days now.

Anyway, hello!
I've been trying to make this post for more than a week now.
Since the day I got the notice that my Paid Account was expiring and I angsted over whatever I should renew it or not.
But my userpics! My cool features!
And so I decided to renew it, but I'll be damned if I don't make use of it now!

I've gotten to a point where I don't care about being diligent at work.
I'm tired of working, working, workinG and getting only piled up with more work and less money.
I'm tired of getting yelled at over the phone by people who don't get paid by my boss.
I might feel more guilty about my state of mind if I wasn't the one getting paid less and with the bigger load of work.
As it is, I decided that if I happen to have things I can postpone and the boss is not in the office I'll fill my time with surfing the net for job offers or LJ/Twitter/MY LIFE.

So once again I'm putting my mind into trying to be more active, more present.

Come to think of it I don't know how many of you will care or will read this.
If only more people came back to LJ with me... *puppy eyes*
Otherwise I might end up surfing and adding even more comminities to my Friends Page XD

For those of you who are still around... How are you doing?
How's life been theating you?
Is there still life on LJ?

I hope this time I'll be able to catch up with all of you, I miss you so darn much!!!
 
 
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